I think Bruno mars wrote this song for me
I know you're somewhere out there,
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back.
My neighbors think I'm crazy,
But they don't understand
You're all I had
You're all I had.
At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself,
Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool?
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon
I'm feeling like I'm famous,
The talk of the town.
They say I've gone mad.
Yeah, I've gone mad.
But they don't know what I know,
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back.
Yeah, they're talking back.
At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself,
Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool?
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon
Do you ever hear me calling?
'Cause every night, I'm talkin' to the moon
Still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool?
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there,
Somewhere far away...
Beautiful Song, can really believe it was written for you and Ellie. She is your Moon but you are her Earth, she revolves around you, she is so proud of you and her Daddy surviving each day when you can't hold her in your arms. In time, it will be a comfort that she is looking in on you both, looking after you both, being a Guardian Angel.
ReplyDeleteEllie will NEVER be forgotten, nobody will ever let eachother forget about Ellie. She is yours and Lee's perfect little girl and she always always will be. No matter what. Ellie was a part of your life as soon as you were pregnant with her and she'll always be there, every birthday, every Christmas, every New Year...she'll never leave the wonderful people who created her, and one day, a long long time from now, she'll be there waiting for you with her arms outstretched and full of love, but for now you have to survive each minute away from her and FOR her.
Sending all my love (and sorry for the blabbering comment) but BEAUTIFUL SONG, every time I hear it I will think of Ellie. It's so very early days now, and whilst I can't think of anything at all to say to make things a bit more OK, I'm here if you need a hug/drink/cheesy film/fish finger/vodka gel xxx